Looks like they were right.

Yeah, I knew it. It could only last for so long...
That so called "luck". I don't seem to ever have any...
It'll come along for a couple of days..but it's not luck,
it's just sugar-coated evil. Why do we have to go through this?
Why can't things be alittle easier? It pisses me off so much.
You think things are going great, then they turn on you.
Get fuct up...but ofcourse.
Are things ever going to be okay?
Truthfully, I'm starting to give up.
Give up all hope.
Stop caring about everything and everyone.
I guess that's all thats left...
To become numb to life itself.
Maybe then I'll be happy...
In a place no one/nothing can hurt me.
I'll be protected from it all..
Maybe then I'll finally be a happy person again.

You make me complete

When things start to go right, why does it feel so wrong?
Why do I feel like things shouldn't be so marvelous?
Things haven't felt good for awhile...maybe that's why.
Life sends you down to the deepest pits,
Then up to the highest...I don't even know whats.
But I guess shit happens, right?
I know if I think about it too much it'll be gone...
but it feels so good to dream.

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